Monday, January 7, 2008

Ballroom Dancing, Here We Come!

One of my favorite blogs to read is SuperHero Journal (see link on side). It is written by a new mom named Andrea who lives, I think in Berkley, CA. She is a photographer, artist, necklace designer ( I have a serious hang up for the Joy necklace!) and writer. I love the stories she shares about her husband, son, and everyday experiences. She is incredibly raw and honest. I really enjoyed today's post and thought I would do the same.

What do you want to acknowledge yourself for in regard to 2007?
I am proud of myself for continuing to stay home with Matt and trusting that God would take care of us. With that said, he did bless us in Feb. with the opportunity to teach very part time and I love it. I am glad Matt is able to go to school and I was "big" enough to let him go.

I am also proud of how I have settled into motherhood and am finally enjoying things. It seems like 2007 helped me realize that my child would not explode if he got off his schedule or missed a nap.

I am proud of myself for starting this blog. From the time I first thought about it, it took me around 5 months to get the courage. I enjoy the contact I have with all of you and the creative outlet it provides. Thanks for encouraging me and not thinking that I am wasting my time (or at least not saying it :)By the way, Suzy, you were my inspiration.

What is there to forgive or grieve about in 2007?
I forgive myself for being a control freak and thinking I have to do it all. I forgive myself for having dirty floors, not always having something green on the dinner table, and giving my child a really bad haircut. I forgive myself for letting Matt watch too much t.v. I forgive myself for all the times this past year when I have stuck my foot in my mouth!

I still grieve the two miscarriages I had and did not realize how much until this fall.

I miss my brother and sister in law. (Sorry guys, I am not trying to make you feel bad)

What else do you need to say a bout the year to say it is complete?
2007 showed me my new limitations and I will do a better job this year recognizing them. I declare 2007 complete!

2008 is my year of romance (hopefully we will finally take dance lessons), contentment, and being an aunt!!

4 comments:

Suzy J said...

I had selfish reason to have you guys joined... I missed you and wanted to stay in touch, even if only on the net...

Partieof6 said...

Are you really series about ballroom dancing??? Alex and I talk about doing that together. I've heard how much other couples enjoy it! Maybe we will see each other out on the floor one day. You are such a great writer, anyone ever tell you that before. Have a good day!-Nicole

Anonymous said...

I love your blog. I am glad you decided to do it even though I had reservations about you putting information on the internet. I think the stork left you at the wrong house because I don't know where you got the talent to write like you do. Not from me, I would still be writing on the first blog entry. You can tell that from my long and rambling comments. Good job and I am very proud to have a daughter like you, also a son like Earnie. Now get Richard and hit the dance floor.
Mom

Aleesa said...

Mom, you crack me up!