This past year has been the hardest year of my life. To finally get to this day, in tact, and somehow a little stronger is something to praise God for. I still don't understand why it had to happen or even why it had to happen the way it did. But because God is God and the author of our lives, I know He had His reason and has a purpose.
This past month our church has been studying Romans 8 and our pastors challenged us to read the whole chapter daily. I usually read it or a section of it about 3 or 4 times a week. The very first day I began the challenge, Romans 8:28 just about knocked me over.
"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him,
who have been called according to his purpose."
Then, last week when we listened to Pastor Cange preach at my in-laws church, he spoke on this very verse. I'm not sure how to say it, but hearing this Haitian pastor passionately speak about this verse was almost more then I could handle. I had one of those "hello God" moments that morning.
This is kind of odd too. Here is a list of last years events: Friday I had a MOPS meeting, ate lunch with a friend which was when I got the call from the doctor, went to a football game. Saturday went to Richard's UIL contest. Sunday went to church and evening small group at church which is when it all began.
Here is this past weekend's events: Friday I had a MOPS steering team meeting, ate lunch with the very same friend, went to a football game. Saturday went to Richrard's UIL contest. Sunday went to church and evening small group. It was almost like I got a do-over.
My post is rambling. Sorry. My head is swimming with so many thoughts but I think I will stop here. Thanks for the prayers, encouraging words, and for listening to me this past year.
3 comments:
Aleesa....I had no idea! I could have at least given you a hug yesterday! I can't imagine the pain you went through and I am glad it is getting a little easier. I know God has a plan for you guys!
You are one tough cookie sweet girl. I am sending you hugs via blog land this very moment and when I see you just be expecting a big one. I won't ask you why you didn't share because i am certain you had your reasons. I have absolutley no doubt that God brought this small group together the way he has. It baffles my mind when I think about the dynamics and life experiences we all share. I am praying for you guys tonight! LOVE SAL
Don't you love do overs? Glad He gave you one for such a hard time in your life. And I didn't notice that you were any less you on the blog. Wait... you have seemed to come more alive, like you've found yourself in your baking...
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